Why we behave the way we behave

My ponderings has led me to believe that we(I) constantly need to radiate (or transmit call it by any means you want) my thoughts and our feelings. We do so in many ways. The most straightforward way would be to express it vocally, yes by talking about it to someone. But many a time, we don't opt for this straightforward means of expression. We rather convey it through our actions. Odd it seems doesn't it? But thats the most common outlet for our mind. 

Sometimes we leave telltale signs of acts/mannerisms or gestures hoping for people to read throug them, when most people (our friends to whom we try to convey) are busy with their own thoughts and their own transmissions. Hmm now doesn't it seem we are mostly preoccupied in our own world? 

Anyways coming back to our transmitting nature. I guess we feel the need to transmit not just to grab the attention but rather to prevent the mind from building up, rather how do I put it, its a way to keep things from packing up the mind maybe. Moreover i've noticed that its odd that we aren't straightforward with whom we ought to be straightforward to. Why is it that one gets locked up in emotions or rather be tied up and put ourselves forth. Would make a things a lot simpler for the people around us. 

Sometimes it feels like solving a cryptic crossword and the we act like cruciverbalists making cryptic puzzles for people around us (lol). In a way this blogging habit is also a way to pump out the mind. For me it serves to pour out all the observations and retrospection that runs around in my mind. 

To be continued...